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It seems, that I have made a critical error. I have made many in fact. Being as I am an artist comes with it the curse of being a perfectionist. If I find something does not fit well, or something is to my disliking I tend to do whatever I can to change it, even go to such radical actions as to harm others.
I say this, because I have hurt the person I love, and I want it to be known that I am so very sorry for saying things like she's not trying hard enough. I want it to be known widely that I was wrong and that I sit here now, typing this for her and everyone to see that I was very very wrong. I love her, with all of my heart. I want her to be happy, I want to be with her, I want to be hers and for her to be mine. I want to be able to wake up in the morning and find that there she is, right next to me and not have to worry if she was with anyone else. I have had some bad situations in the past, and even with her, however I want to be able to trust her again. I want to be able to see the same devotion she has for saying she wants to be with me, I want her to be able to prove that.
Sarah Ann Williams, I love you, and I am sorry. I am so very sorry for treating you the way I have, and I am now making a public appology. You have said to me that you wish to be with no one else and I have ridiculed you by bringing up the past. Let us start new, start fresh, let's belong to each other and none others. Sarah Ann Williams, I belong to you. And if you can show me that same kind of devotion then I will do whatever I can to make sure that you and I have a happy life together.