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its been quite awhile hasnt it? my life's been flying by lately. the days seem to blur together. in a way, i kind of like it. but also it makes me sad that the time's going to run out so soon. school's been okay. the classes are...well pretty boring. i have a really weird way of counting down to the end of the day. the way i see it, first hour is the longest, since its the beginning. second hour goes by insanely fast, because its drama. then next class is choir, which is a slow class. but after choir is fourth hour, and after that is lunch, so it means i'm almost there to the end, right? see how weird this is? by third hour i'm already prepared for the end of the day. and the strange thing is that the other classes go by just like the way i plan. i cant decide what my favorite class is. well, not counting electives, of course. but pretty much the only way to decide my favorite class is to decide which one i hate the least. this is REALLY tough. okay lets see. science, with mr. mcnabb (let the stick game begin! lol) is a horrible class. i cant stand the teacher. he's really corny and gets on my nerves. he's not exactly mean, and he lets us talk freely during "down time" (ha, that expression makes me think of nap time, like we're all kindergartners.) but his class is just unbearably BORING. thankfully, i sit behind a very tall boy who is very quite. the advantage to this is that i cant be seen very well, so i can look down and read a book without having to fake notes and stuff like that. so thats how i spend a lot of my time in that class. mr.mcnabb loves to lecture. it must bring him some sort of odd thrill to see childrens pencils moving rapidly across the paper trying to keep up. usually he writes the most important things on the board though, so i'll read for a few mintues and then look up and spend a few minutes copying everything down since sometimes we turn in the notes. the down side to this is that since i dont pay attention, i dont do that great on tests. i got a 63% on my last test. and thats pretty much...the lowest i've ever gotten in my life. i didnt study..i kind of find it a waste of time now. i cant seem to find the motivation for things anymore. and it kind of frustrates me, because i know that i should be doing great and i know that i can but i just dont want to anymore... despite the horrible grade on the test my overall grade is still about a B. so its not too bad. i do the homework and stuff like that. its just paying attention to things, thats where the problem lies. moving on to another class, Mrs. hart, who does english, is also a boring class. i dont like the sound of the teachers voice, it grates on my nerves. which makes listening to her even more unbearable. but luckily, she doesnt lecture, so i can at least pay attention. on the downside to that, that means we often have something to read or paperwork to fill out. rolleyes i dont mind things that dont require thinking, those kind of things are easy. but some of her project things to do are just soooo..ugh. yeah, she's definately not my favorite class. geometry, that speaks for itself. i hate math. that ones off the list. i spend most time spacing off and copying down the stupid bloody notes on the projector and have my "team" help me with the worksheets alot. If i can one example for each sort of problem then i can do the rest easily on my own, but that doesnt mean i have to enjoy it. so i guess that leaves history with mrs. karr. she's not that bad of a teacher, but i dont skip into her classroom every day with a bright heartwarming smile on my face either. history bores me too...but right now we're talking about the renaissance so its almost bearable. pitiful how this all turns out isnt it? every day is a waiting game... the only thing that makes it worth waking up in the morning is seeing my friends. but the weird thing is, i think i like school more than i liked summer. i cant stand being stuck at home doing nothing. well. i dont especially feel like writing anything else... wasnt that a lovely waste of your time?
heart krissy