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Introduction- I didn't come here with anything in mind to write about, we're just letting it flooow.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=YI2XuIOW3gM&NR=1
Here is the song I'm currently listening to. It's the first time I've heard it/this artist, but It's pretty pleasant. Kinda background music though, not like I'd listen to it going "wow, i really want to hear that song." It's just...there.
I'm trying to think of something to do. It seems like I have so few options, though i'm sure there are many. I'm just being lazy.
A list of things that could be done.
-Internet. keep interneting it.
-Read Let It Snow - a cute little winter story compilation. John Green's one of the authors. I've already read it though, i've been making it through my second time. Last time I read it was a few years ago.
-French. Learn more o' that french.
( new song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSjZpaQu75c I first listened to this in ...8th grade? I liked it very much for a few months. Then I stopped. But it's still pleasant)
-Unicycle. I haven't practiced in forever. I could try to suck less at that.
-Hoola hoop. Simple. easy peasy. I could put on a record while I do that, so then i could listen to music AND hoola hoop, thus feeling like i'm 2x entertained!
-watch a movie on the netflix. But I don't know what I'd watch. I keep watching foreign movies that look promising but end up sucking a little. The last one i watched was called I'm A Cyborg, But That's Ok. ..it was interesting...but dragged on a bit. and i didn't feel any benefit for watching it.
-Already made food. that's off the list. What a delightful quesadilla it was.
-play sims. also known as dolls. I should probably avoid this path. I'll easily kill three hours and then feel lazy afterwards.
-Sit outside. Watch for shenanigans. ...i feel like this will be more fun later tonight. I know there's a game happening, so after the game it's likely the frat(s) will be up to their usual ridiculousness. So maybe then I'll sit outside
-alter those old granny dresses that i've been meaning to make shorter...This is..I've been meaning to do this for the last several months. But not feeling it right now.
-read script for play. Oh..i should have done this a good while ago. like, when break started so i could get to working on it. But.. once again, not feeling it..maybe later tonight.
-ukulele. But.. well, ethan's asleep. I shouldn't be terribly loud.
oh crap. I need to do laundry tonight. This is a realization. Will do that.
You know, I wish i had friends who lived out here. That'd be delightful. the last few days I haven't really been lonely though. So there's that at least. i'm getting used to it.
I kind of want to go back to target and just walk around. It's such a nice place. But then I'd waste gas to get there, and I shouldn't. Especially since I already went once today.
I wish my hair were just a smidgen longer. Then I could braid it better. Like, it just reached the length where I can braid it really close to my head, and then it's in little baby pigtails. But also I need a few bobbypins for the really short bits.
I was thinking of cutting my hair even shorter. Like pixie cut short. But I haven't experienced middle length hair yet, so I'm gonna hold off for awhile and do that. then i might chop it alll off again.
Also, play obligations mean no hair cutting.(i'm a cheater and already re-dyed it though, which maybe is a nono, but my hair doesn't hold color so well anymore, so it just keeps fading from bright red to orange/gold/pink/cottoncandy. Ah well.)
(I kind of want my hair to be super short and white.)
(my hair wouldn't forgive me for that though)
(also, light lavender would be lovely)
(I need another job.)
(global cafe may be accepting of wacky hair colors, but i have doubts that other jobs will be)
(and i should find another job before that.)
(If i don't have another by the time school starts up again, i'll probably work in the costume shop)
(i could get at least another 10 hours a week in there..that'd be good.)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlpgNsJsNKI new song
(I very much like that song. It's very simple and nice)
(also It sounds really nice on a ukulele.)
(i've noticed when I sing with my uke, it's a little different than before. Like my voice used to just slip into having vibrato when I'd sing high, and I didn't think about it. but it doesn't do that as much anymore.)
(I've been cutting down on cigarette intake, due to this fact)
(and will probably stop entirely very soon. I'm just enjoying it for a smidgen longer. one every other day though, so that's not terribly bad. on my way.)
(I very much like this use of parenthesis.)
(it separates the thoughts out into the way I think them.)
(it's already 6:30. wow.)
(ahhhh...hummmm...need something to dooo...)
but now i'm just enjoying writing.
you know, money sucks. i hate money. Also, is it normal to avoid calls from bill collectors? because I'd like to believe it is. I'd like to think this is a right of passage into adulthood- suck at being an adult, and then slowly suck less.
I heard a loud terrifying noise earlier. People working on something in the apartments, but my initial thought was OH s**t THEY DID COME TO TURN THE GAS OFF! I BETTER TAKE A SHOWER!
But no, we've still got heat. hooray..
I'm gonna..pay that...as soon as i get enough money.
Whenever I get my next pay check should be enough to pay part of it.
I'm just hoping they don't disconnect us before then.
that would suuuck.
That would bum me out.
Plus I'd be cold.
well, i'm off. I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm off.