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aaaaaaaauuugh!!!!!
i'm so frustrated! i cant find my friggen journal!!!! i had a journal that i wrote down ALL my ghost stuff in, and i made it like last year or something and never bothered taking it back out cause i had nothing else to report, but now that i want to find it, i CANT! i found like SIX other journals, but none of the ones had what i was looking for in them. i dont even remember what the cover looks like. augh. i'm out of ideas to check. augh. i'm whining! i hate people who whine! oh...do i hate myself? OH! idea!!!!!!!!! maybe...its in my closet..on top of that dresser thing with the fabric..i know i stacked a whole bunch of papers and stuff there...be RIGHT BACK! AAAUGH!!! *slams head against wall* i found FOUR OTHER JOURNALS but NONE OF THEM WERE THE RIGHT ONE!!!!!!! GAAAAH! the fricking ghost must have hidden it from me. ha ha, yeah right. aaaaaaaahhhhhhh. today has sucked. i've been moodswinging all over the place. i hate this!!!! and i dont want to go to sleep! i HATE the night. i can never get to sleep and my stupid mind keeps wandering to stupid things that i dont want to think about!! aaaah. i could just cry. i know i know. why am i flipping out over a journal? because its the last straw alright?! things arent going my way today. crying augh. i'm a horrid person. i just snapped at my little bro...good thing he didnt notice. he's still in his happy mood. at least i didnt ruin his day...
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i have six scenes to write and at least six scenes to type, and meeting to plan, a schedule to finish...yeah. neutral and the pool closed early again, so i can't escape there either.
anyway, i hope you're better now