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I haven't been able to write a real journal in quite awhile. I gave it up for a bit. It just never felt the same as when I used to write all the time. But sleepless nights make for good writing, (though the "good" is a matter of opinion, my friends) I don't know how long this will be, but bear with me if you please, and if not, that's perfectly alright as well.
When I write, I usually think to myself, what am I feeling right now? and then the reasons for the feeling, and etc, and that's what gets written. (I do still write, just not for people to see anymore.) And what I'm feeling right now is love for my friends. And also lots of thoughts of living life, and finding the "true world", and really being myself. Being a human the best way that I know how.
To Celeste,
You've been my very good friend for a very long time. And I really don't think I've ever met a person as loving as you. I'm very lucky to have you as a friend, and I am super excited to see you when you come to visit. We may have all changed a bit, but I'm sure we'll all live it up just like we used to. Ohh goodness. There's so many things I always want to say to you, but can't often put into words. I love you so much. that about sums it up. I know I'm not quite the same girl I was back in middle school, but also, niether are you, so we're even. It'll be exciting to show you all the new things we've been up to. One month to go!

To Fawn,
Doll, I swear, I never would have thought back in elementary school that I'd still have the same friends today. Crazy stuff! (I AM happy about it though!) I like that we can be so easy going around each other, and that you're always there for me when i need to let out a good rant. Aaand you're totally good with obsessing over sims with me! ha! (we're still fifth graders, secretely. Like I said, sims is just playing dolls) I know I'm not always the best friend to you, and I get distracted by things easily, but you'll always be one of my best friends, fo-eva!

To Avery,
Hot babies! "birds of a feather flock together" (CORNY BIRD JOKE! HAHA!) You know, just this year I realized how alike we are in certain things, and I LOVE IT. i love all the crazy things that you're totally okay with doing with me. I always feel like a "hipsy" around you. which is fantaaastic. I'm super pumped for pretty much every day that I hang out with you. Whether it be balancing books on our heads or singing on the library wall, it's all great memories, even though it's small things.

To an old friend,
I wish we could still talk the way we used to, and I wish I could still be honest with you. Sometimes it's very hard though. We've both moved on with life, and honestly, that's fine. I'm not still wishing for the past. Basically, what I really want to tell you, but can't, is that you were very important to me once, and I felt like we truly understood each other. It hurt a little to let that go. I really hope you'll be happy.

Ohh friends, even ones that I didn't mention, you're important to me. I'm a very happy human right now. I'll write a real journal sometime soon. This one kind of turned into little mini notes to people. Until next time, and I'll make an effort to not leave everyone hanging like I have before.
Honest-as-can-be,
Krissy