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Jessica's Experimental Realm
Just my place to pour out my mind where it'll most likely be read by an alternative audience.
Hummm...
Just as with any time I write, I'm just trying to get some creative juices flowing through me. It's been so tough to by motivated and creative when I'm *so* depressed. I don't even know really what to think about that.

I need my welbutrin, and maybe I should smoke some. I just don't know what to do about feeling like such a loser. I had an entire lifestyle that didn't really lend me to feeling like this, but when I left it, I really tossed myself out into a harsh and stubborn world of closed-minded people. I wonder if my place really is within the city. It seems out here in the sticks, people are determined to fulfill their own prophecy that all gay people are worthless.






User Comments: [3]
Maskmaker
Community Member





Thu Mar 26, 2009 @ 08:37pm


I don't think you're worthless. And you're totally not.


sexy lover 24
Community Member





Thu Apr 09, 2009 @ 11:15pm


BbY U FoRgOt 2
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<HATE ON IT>!-I LIKE ICE CREAM>LOL
Destroyer10001
Community Member





Wed Apr 22, 2009 @ 04:56am


I know what you mean... you want to succeed but you are unmotivated to continue going... it brings you down lower and lower each day...

I was there, but you have to fight for what you want cause if you dont it will only get worse.

oh and sry for commenting... i was browsing the profiles of the people who posted in my topic..


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