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so as a few of you know, though probably not any of you who dont talk to me on a regular basis, i was reading the host. yet another marvelous book by stephenie meyer. it was very good, so i suggest you go and read it. right now. lol. though its not as urgent as twilight, but it was still a good book. (dont worry guys, i wont go all crazy on you like i did about the vampires.) so..life has been odd lately. i'm being all moodswingy again, but hey. whats new? nothings really happened though, so i dont know why i'm being like this. the only possible explanation: i'm a freak. but you guys all knew that before, so no worries there. i'm trying to think of something interesting that i could tell you...but i have nothing. except for a song that just came with that thought "rackin my brain for a new improved way to let you know your more to me then what i know how to say" yeah, that relient k song. there's a dude at my school who looks kinda like the lead singer of relient k. ave was the one to notice i think. we were outside, and she mentioned that. i stared for awhile, trying to compare him to the image in my head. i asked if they thought he listened to the band, or if it was just a coincidence. they didnt know, so i got up and said i'd go ask him. they kinda stared at me at first with a "your going to walk up to a complete stranger?!" look. but i went over and tapped him on the shoulder. i asked if he listened to the band. and you know what he did? he completely ignored me! just totally blew me off and started talking to his friends again. what a jerk. so now whenever we see him we glare at him. but he's oblivious, of course. yup...there's the drama for you. though i think it's hardly all that important. just a random little thing.. hmm.. guess what? i'm thinking again. surprise! aaah. life is weird, you know that? ever get the feeling of just crumpling against a wall and crying? you know whats unfair? whenever i want to cry to feel the relief, i cant. but whenever i'm in a big group of people, or at school, THATs when my body chooses to let those kind of things go. its really irratating having to hold all that in. and its really weird typing this... i think i'll leave now.
krissy