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mom and the criminal are bestest buddies again. oh, did i say that they were fighting in the last entry? well, they were. but thats not so out of the ordinary. they fight quite a lot. and EVERY time they get in a fight, they say "i really dont think we're going to talk anymore. this was the biggest fight we've ever had" and of course, every single time they become friends again. yesterday me mom and robbie were going to the mall, and mom's like "so robbie, i looked at some of your music. and what is it all about?" and i'm thinking, oh god, here's mom being nosy again. and robbies just like "umm..just...stuff. it depends which song" and mom's like "well, they seemed like you were angry, so i was wondering what are you angry about?" and she's doing that sweet mom voice thing. but you can tell she's fishing for information. so robbie's just like "its just stuff in general, nothing in particular" "well, are you mad about like...school, or like....members in the family, or something like that?" mom asks trying to sound perfectly innocent. robbie just replies with "no" and mom keeps asking the same questions over and over, only slightly differently worded, because, quite obviously, she's wondering if he's mad at her. but robbie plays it decently cool, though sometimes you can tell he's nervous, and he just says that he's not really mad at anything, he's just writing music. so after about 5 minutes of interrogation mom FINALLY gets to the point and asks if he's mad at mom for being "friends" with the criminal, because if he was then she would have to talk to rob and then talk to the criminal to "fix this problem" and robbie just says no, AGAIN. and mom asks the same question again, but once again, differently worded. and robbie replies with the usual..."no" so then mom seems satisfied, now that she knows she's deffinately not ******** up our lives. or so she believes. so when mom left while we were in the mall, to wash her hands (of course), me and robbie were gonna meet her somewhere, so as we're walking i'm like "oh my god robbie, your such a dork!" and he's like "what?" and i say "you left your music out! of course she's going to look at it! mom's a snoop! are you trying to make your life more difficult? because your definately doing a damn good job of it!" he just shrugs and doesnt say anything. ooh great, so i caught him on one of his quiet moments where he wont answer me. it was pretty frustrating, but also, it makes me thing. maybe he DOES want her to notice. why else would he leave things like that out in obvious places? but he probably doesnt have the guts to talk to her. and i dont want to talk to her because then she'll do that sweet mother thing and make me feel guilty. and i'm actually glad that she's gone, because there's only so much i can handle. you know, when mom and the criminal are fighting, mom almost seems human sometimes. like, as long as she's not doing a spazzing red-spot thing then she can actually be okay to hang out with. sometimes i like shopping with her and stuff, and i can kid around with her and not in the usual mean way. but as soon as she starts being all paranoid again that changes it right around. and when the criminal enters the picture, well that changes things a lot too. so these are very rare moments that i actually enjoy her company. so things arent ALL bad, just mostly bad. and so the charade continues. cant wait to see what life throws at me next. rolleyes
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