No Tears
I can't show any signs of weakness
Not in front of her
She doesn't understand and every time
It turns into another fight
And every time I just can't hold back
And every time I just can't see you
And every time I just want to cry
But the tears they just won't come cause-
Chorus:
I've done my time
I've paid the price
And still there can't be
No tears allowed to fall
I've been seared inside
I've been cast aside
And still I can't have it
No tears allowed to fall
I can't show her exactly how I feel
Not in front of her
It just might turn into a rage just
Like always, just another fight
And every time I just can't feel you
And every time I just won't breathe
And every time I just have to cry
But the tears they just won't come cause-
Chorus:
I've done my time
I've paid the price
And still there can't be
No tears allowed to fall
I've been seared inside
I've been cast aside
And still I can't have it
No tears allowed to fall
Can't cry,
Don't let this die
We've come this far,
How will we make it?
Barely holding on
It's almost too much,
No fear, no tears
How can we go on?-
Chorus:
I've done my time
I've paid the price
And still there can't be
No tears allowed to fall
I've been seared inside
I've been cast aside
And still I can't have it
No tears allowed to fall
I can't show any signs of weakness
Not in front of her
Because there's no room for error and
No time to shed a tear.
Geez....what angst can do to you when you're really denied something...*glances upwards* A little song all of my own...man, I haven't written a song in ages, now that I think about it...Most of my friends won't need to ask what this references to, but for those who don't understand, it's about having to always seem to fight with my mom over my relationship with my boyfriend.
Sadly, I am taunted if I start crying, so I have to hide it behind a tough, raging exterior. And every time it looks fixed, she turns around and bites at me some more. Bad timing that all is, when I've opened myself completely to incoming damage. My love was a shield for me but like a snake shedding it's old skin, I am the most vulnerable at this point than ever until I can be completely strengthened anew. (if your a bit confused about why I'm this vulnerable read the previous entry from earlier this morning.)
