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such a random title right? yes, indeed 'tis. well, now you would like me to explain my title wouldnt you? well, the crazyness is due to..well..my life. and the cookies are due to making them with meagan and fawn. they were chocolate chip to be exact. very delicious. aah, i am totally losing it right now, i'm not hyper random, but i'm random for sure. my mind is wandering...wandering....oops, it got lost. i'll have to go find it.. aah! randomness. eek, i'm scaring myself. has anyone ever watched scare tactics back in the day? that was a good show. very funny watching people get scared out of their wits. i enjoy being scared, its really weird. i absoloutly love it. whenever someone says something seems creepy, like going into the woods when its dark, or something like that, i always do it. i like to face my fears. otherwise it bugs me for a long time. i had a rEALLY freaky dream the other night, but i wont write about it, cause if celeste reads this it might freak her out again. XD it was really creepy though. i hadnt had a nightmare in so long, well, i've had nightmares, but they werent life threatening nightmares. you know? like something that wouldnt PHYSICALLY endanger me, but something that would mentally, see what i mean? ha, no, you dont. like, if a friend said that they hated me or something like that. those kind of nightmares where it feels like your life is so screwed up and you just cant take it anymore and THEN...you wake up. but the other nightmares, the ones where your life is rEALLY in danger, those ones are pretty creepy. i wonder if its possible to die from having a nightmare, like, your heart gets so worked up that it actually kills you. that would be so horrible. hmm, when people die in their sleep, i wonder if they have a good dream before it happens, or a bad one. i wonder a lot of things. lol. dreams sure are weird things...you know how some people say that all dreams have meanings? well, i really hope they're wrong. XD besides, pointless dreams obviously dont have meanings. it seems like sometimes, the last thing that i think about right before i fall asleep is what i end up dreaming. like, last night i was thinking about what i would do when marisa comes and i finally see her again, and then in my dream she was here and we were just talking and stuff. nothing weird about that dream though, it was completely normal. i see... a paper airplane, how did that get up there? i'm going to get it down.oh my GOD! this is so OLD! its from back when my older bro used to make airplanes in like, sixth grade! its so DUSTY! i picked it up and dust flew EVERYWHERE! and also all over my black pants! scream not one of my better ideas. XD but they were already stained with flour anyways, from the cookies. aaah, speaking of cookies again, i better not eat any more of those. it hurts my stomach. lol. well...i'm going to go, and search for entertainment. toodles