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Feelings have a funny, odd little way of turning everything on a head are wrecking common sense. I thought I couldn't possibly fall victim to such things...

Well, I was sorely wrong.
I think I understand more so than ever before what love can do. And how far it can reach, even so far as to cancel out logic and reason. Two functions that I like the most in a mind-gone. Desolated. Decapitated. Obliterated. But in a good way...?

It's not as if all reason, all inquaries have completely been whiped from my mind. I still vaugely wonder why, though reason says I'm a fool, why I stay with him.

The answer, so simple, is yet so weighted...

I guess I'm jut a habitual escapist. I run and hide from the truth when it stands unmoving. Perhpas that's because I don't believe in permanence at the human leve-things are constantly in motion, always flowing in the same direction...
I can't hide, can keep myself tucked away in my own mind that I thought was safe and sacred. No, he's crawled his happy way right where I didn't think anyone could go and set up permanet residence there. Not just there but in my soul too...
Annoying? No, oddly enough.
Hmm...that's my ramblings for today, I suppose...