My head is spinning
I am not winning
Everything is rattling
While these thoughts are battling
I felt alive
I wanted to strive
For the better
Until I got that letter
You said he didn't feel it
Why didn't you admit
That to me in the first place
Rather than keeping that fake smile on your face
My brain is flooded
How could you be so cold-blodded
And leave me?
I didn't agree
Free and wild
I'm like a child
Looking for the next best toy
So I can have joy
A smile
Will be made worthwhile
Once I find what I am searching for
And then I won't be alone anymore
I'll be a happy kid
Who will forbid
Hate and hurt
Because now I will be more alert
I will sense deceipt
And I'll keep the receipt
To show you where you have gone wrong
And this is where you truly belong
But how to I know
Where to go
To find him?
This battle is hard to win
Stuck at a stalemate
Let's just accelerate
This new beginning
Because I feel like winning
I will come out on top
I will not drop
To my knees
Begging, please
I'll move on
And you'll be gone
I will be victorious
It will be so glorious
Don't worry about me
Because you set me free
I will survive
I feel more alive............
Idk. Weird ending but who cares. I can't think no mores. DX
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