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See what the world has brought me
I stand before you with open arms
Yet I have nothing to show for it
The dark over my head... it swarms

Take what little I have left
And leave me with less then nothing
Here I am standing before you
All I hear now is a bell going ring

My eyes slow drift close now
The mind starting to shut down
Body now beginning to grow stiff
Everything is heavy as I begin to drown

This feeling I can't seem to explain
It comes and goes at its leisure
Why does it happen at inoppurtune times
Enough so that its causing a seizure

Drag me naught away from this
It seems this is what I deserve
I refuse to fight this anymore
Seeing as I've run out of reserves

My hand tries to hold onto something dear
Unfortunately it has yet to find something
So I close up and push everything away
Now I don't have to worry about anything

People around me say I'm unforgettable
Yet it always turns out the same way
Drawn in by the kindness they seem to show
Mislead by the things that they say

It drives me insane some days
So here I remain...
Slowly going insane...
Stuck within my own little mind...