Hello there! I thought I'd go ahead and write an entry, seeing as how I didn't get around to it yesterday!
Today was fun! I got to talk to Po-hey all day, and we laughed a lot! I ate my lunch with everybody, and it was super neat! I hope your day was good, too! But, you were sick and hungover all day, huh? I hope you feel better when you get to read this! You know, I really do worry about you when you don't feel well...
And, I've been thinking. I know that it isn't a good thing, when I think that is, but I couldn't stop thinking... About how people change without realizing it, until the change is already so complete, we can't hope to return to what we were. And I keep thinking about how much I've changed, and how much change I've noticed in you.
I used to be so shy, I would keep to myself in the corner of a room whenever I went to parties, and just stay out of the way. Steven was always the more popular of the two of us, and I was just the firstborn, the test-run child, the one who was supposed to be get any negative traits, leaving the second child with any and all positive characteristics. I don't know if I ever told you, but for a while, I knew I was cute. I had long hair, it used to fall far down my back, and I used to play with it all the time. My aunt eventually got someone to cut it off. I 've grown so much taller since then, and I've grown so much more... Like me. I feel a little sad that my hair hasn't grown out yet, but that's fine, because I'll work with what I have. I've become so much more in tune with myself... I'm wearing the most make-up I have in a long time!
And then there's you...
You said you used to be a horrible person. I'm sorry, but I can't imagine that. You always seem so happy when you're around us, when you're talking with your friends. You make me happy in turn, and someone who can do that, I just can't imagine how that person was ever evil. You were so strange when I first met you (Not that that's a bad thing). I was sort of scared of you, if you want the truth, but I didn't think you were mean, I thought you were neat, someone I'd like to get to know more. Since then, we've become good friends, and the changes in you are so vibrant, it's impossible for me not to notice them! But, you know, I like you the way you are... You're like an adorable little monster... I LIEK Monsters! heart
And...
I'm gonna try to get my hair dyed this week. Free of charge, I hope, since Vickie will usually do it for free... I think I'm gonna have her put blue in it.. What do you think? Will it look cute? I always worry about that, you know. I can't ask myself, because I always tell myself I'm not. I have a problem with self-confidence, but everyone helps me with that... I still feel like they aren't being honest, but maybe that's just some great big trust issue I have... I suppose it doesn't matter...
I'm gonna wear some of Cammie's sparkly eyeliner tomorrow, and Po-hey and I will hopefully go shopping this sunday... I can't wait!
I hope you feel better!
PS- What do you think, Blue hair, or Pink hair?
PPS- I hope you're relationship is going okay... If not, you can always talk to me about it. I'll always be listening! =D
For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't
So don't bother,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
Promise you won't ever see me cry
I just remembered that song! XD
Today was fun! I got to talk to Po-hey all day, and we laughed a lot! I ate my lunch with everybody, and it was super neat! I hope your day was good, too! But, you were sick and hungover all day, huh? I hope you feel better when you get to read this! You know, I really do worry about you when you don't feel well...
And, I've been thinking. I know that it isn't a good thing, when I think that is, but I couldn't stop thinking... About how people change without realizing it, until the change is already so complete, we can't hope to return to what we were. And I keep thinking about how much I've changed, and how much change I've noticed in you.
I used to be so shy, I would keep to myself in the corner of a room whenever I went to parties, and just stay out of the way. Steven was always the more popular of the two of us, and I was just the firstborn, the test-run child, the one who was supposed to be get any negative traits, leaving the second child with any and all positive characteristics. I don't know if I ever told you, but for a while, I knew I was cute. I had long hair, it used to fall far down my back, and I used to play with it all the time. My aunt eventually got someone to cut it off. I 've grown so much taller since then, and I've grown so much more... Like me. I feel a little sad that my hair hasn't grown out yet, but that's fine, because I'll work with what I have. I've become so much more in tune with myself... I'm wearing the most make-up I have in a long time!
And then there's you...
You said you used to be a horrible person. I'm sorry, but I can't imagine that. You always seem so happy when you're around us, when you're talking with your friends. You make me happy in turn, and someone who can do that, I just can't imagine how that person was ever evil. You were so strange when I first met you (Not that that's a bad thing). I was sort of scared of you, if you want the truth, but I didn't think you were mean, I thought you were neat, someone I'd like to get to know more. Since then, we've become good friends, and the changes in you are so vibrant, it's impossible for me not to notice them! But, you know, I like you the way you are... You're like an adorable little monster... I LIEK Monsters! heart
And...
I'm gonna try to get my hair dyed this week. Free of charge, I hope, since Vickie will usually do it for free... I think I'm gonna have her put blue in it.. What do you think? Will it look cute? I always worry about that, you know. I can't ask myself, because I always tell myself I'm not. I have a problem with self-confidence, but everyone helps me with that... I still feel like they aren't being honest, but maybe that's just some great big trust issue I have... I suppose it doesn't matter...
I'm gonna wear some of Cammie's sparkly eyeliner tomorrow, and Po-hey and I will hopefully go shopping this sunday... I can't wait!
I hope you feel better!
PS- What do you think, Blue hair, or Pink hair?
PPS- I hope you're relationship is going okay... If not, you can always talk to me about it. I'll always be listening! =D
For you, I'd give up all I own
And move to a communist country
If you came with me, of course
And I'd file my nails so they don't hurt you
And lose those pounds, and learn about football
If it made you stay, but you won't, but you won't
So don't bother,
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine
Promise you won't ever see me cry
I just remembered that song! XD
