I've had some lousy relationships, and some decent ones. I thought I was in one right now, but he's only with me till I find someone else. It hurts that I didn't realize that sooner... He told me he wasn't interested in a relationship yet... I figured I could just wait... now I'm scared of his visit... when before I was looking forward to it. I hope he never sees this because I'm crying now. He told me that he won't go on to anyone else until we're "broken" up... I put so much into my own head with him... I don't even know why any more...
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