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Ok so I went to San diego this satroday and in the hospital was paket with people. Well I was not a good payshint in the wy I was akting in ther.I can say I was skerod but I know thw things thay do to me. I know them bey memorey. Forest I go in the Catscand, from ther I get my Blood, out of me 8 times. Then thay do my Xerays, to me seeing if may haret is doing grat or not. Them thay pute me on the bed and give me 9 shatos of some thing that makes me go to sleep but I all was sleep in the way to the hospital thay dont know that. Well for the last thing thay did that indackape in me as all ways. I slept more than 6:00 awors in that leays.

Oh and thay did do neo more test to me a sad but shake-troetmint neo. I was undor the morfeing so I had fun in a way. That wer doing this becaos my haret stops beting sometimes if I dont rest or sleep.But thats wy I cant us my emoshis like I cant laf, cry, be sad, be mad, or just being deperst all the times. But It was funey becaos my mother was crying and casing to the Dr.Tores that thay killd me. Hay I was fun wy I told my mothre that I was a living-dead. Well I know that my haret stop beting.


Well I ask in the end of all my tests. I ask wy dont thay say it am I going to die or live. Thay sed that im ok but if I dot taky good cere of my self I may die in the ages of 40 or 60 thats if I dont have a good helf. So in a way I can marey the girl I love I can Ican.
So this is good noes for and for her. she has to know about this. I just hop shes ses I do to me. I lornd that I dont want to be alon we all need someneo.

Angila I hop you give me your hand in mariges and say yes?!?!?!?