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Well am ok ok i'll confes I reliy do love my Angila but I dont undorsstand wy I fell this way she makes me so happy and at the same time sad but thats becaous becaous thats how love is. No matre what I do I want her to be happy with me and with out me too. Ok so i'm not porfit but I dont know a gril like her can be in love with me besaeds my haert condishin but she love me for me and I do too ^.^
Shes all ways saying that shes fat agily too. But to me shes not wy call me caryse but I dont see her that way shes butifall and has a sexy body and I love her looks too. I may be bloend but she what I want in a girl and wy well shes all I think of.

Well I was never this wy thow I was sad depes lot up in my room becaous girls never love me for how I am and In a way my X friends wer wraet girls never did love me I was usd, hort, let, bake stab, neo died on me and the last two wer too neede if you know what I meni. Now I see that the years ar diforint and ist not the same now girls go for who has more money, pawer, choloss, or just being in a gang. I dont undorstand thes days. I wandoe what hapind to thos yaers wen girls wer sensitiv orlonly for some neo. Way do poeple go and look for the girls that ar thin or vere skiney. I just dont get it at all oh well?

But to me Im old school so I dont go for that to me a girl ar girl I dont go for hows fat, thin, skiney, tall, small, big, tiney. Thay all look the same to me but people you want to know what I love them bit I like them small I love them all. Ther shod not be a diforins in ages, big, small, coller or raestoo.

Call me carsey but thats how I am thats wy to me Angila I see love the hot women that I vere moche love so deepliy.
This is wy I wont quit on you and I hop you forgive me for what I don or did to you.


But I may be in the past so thats how I gat Angila. I know I let her go two times but but wen I was going to kill my self I seeing Angila kaing for my. And thats wen I went bake to her and love her and if it gos far i'll make her my broaed and make her maen.
I may or not disorve her and I was ragen but agirl like Angila comes neos in life so I went for it and I ask if she got her christmas persint she sed no so I told her to close your eyes and she did I stoled a kiss a long kiss. She opin her eyes and des to me wow just wow the buss cam and I saw her go home. I calld her and still she sed on the phone wow wow wow just wow and we wer on the phone for hours and hours. Sece that day im till with you and I want you to know that I will never give up on you and I love you a lot more than you can emagin. Some day I'll ask for your hand in marigs and I hop you will be my broaed and the mother of ar childerin.

My love Angila im doing my best to be happy and think pasitive too.
And I want you to know thaks for your saport in everthing.

And Angila I want you to know that I love you for how you are dont changs for me i'll changs ok for good.


P.S. love you sexy thing you hot godess my love Ange.^.< heart heart heart heart