have you ever spent a few months dating someone, and one day, suddenly, you look at them, and it's like.... like.... well i can't explain it... it's like you see your entire life in their eyes. i had that feeling in the middle of a movie last week. my boyfriend and i were on a date, and i peeked at him during the movie, just to see what he thought of it (we were watching "curious case of benjamin button"... an obvious chick flick) and he was looking at me with loving eyes like he always does. i looked him dead in the eye, and i'm guessing he didn't wanna distract me from the movie, so he looked at the screen. but i just tried so hard to keep staring into his eyes, because i suddenly felt like i could see my entire reason for exsisting in them. love is a very complicated thing... love is comfortable... it can't be forced and it can't be taken suddenly. love is understanding... love can never be overly expressed (unless you're not ready for "the big step" wink nor can it be replaced. with most people, when one relationship ends when you loved that person, the love for that person never dies out. it just simply makes room for new love to be more dominant. our relationship is open, it's comfortable, and it's patient. we communicate and let each other know every emotion we feel at every given moment... soon, i may be going on a trip with him and my family, and i'm happy... it's our first trip over two hours away from our homes... if (when) we get married, i'll have no worries about my family hating my husband, or the first meeting... already done!! i'm ahead of the ******** game!! >=D
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