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I'm not a child anymore!!! >=(
you know how you're always your parents' "little girl" or "little buddy" your entire life? well... i may be THEIR little girl but i'm not A little girl... i know i'm still really young and probably shouldn't be thinking about this kinda stuff yet but... today my boyfriend REALLY turned me on. we were snuggling on my bed making out... one of his rough hands stroking my waist... the other being used to comb his fingers through my hair... his warm, soothing breath against my neck... his bare chest against my chest (he was shirtless)... his tongue in my mouth and mine in his... he stops stroking my hair and starts to stroke my neck... but you would think that the only thing on my mind was... ya know... "doin the do"... but that was only a quarter of what i was on my mind. the other three quarters was of earlier that day... we had been taking a walk and we turned a corner and saw a couple in their early thirties hugging... then all of a sudden, a little girl i between them trying to get in on the hug. all i could do was smile and think of how i wanted to be twenty-five, a ring on my left hand, drew's arm around me and a little girl snuggled up in my arms and a little boy clinging to his leg... someday i will get married and i will have kids... but hopefully my future will be shared with drew...
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