what does it mean when your happy?? I've thought if i really am happy. I have family and friends that i love and would give my life for. But am i really truely happy. But sometimes i feel like there's an empty place in my heart that is left un-filled. May be it's my ex-boyfriend... he was the best guy that i went out with and i still love him.. but i don't think it is.
When i'm alone i can't help but think that i could do so much more than what i do now... I mean i go to school, have a job as an AVID tutor, and hang out with my friends. That's all I do.. I still think that i could do so much more.
Like for one thing i have a fear of driving.. even though i know there's nothing to be afraid of... i get nervous.. so nervous that i only still have a permit.. But i feel bad that i can't drive.. I want to.. but my fear overcomes me when i do. I mean.. if something where to happen the skill of driving is a neccessity. I guess i just hate being a dependent person... I want to be independent and i guess i am deep down.. i just have to bring it out!!!
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Happiness will be at the end of the road... even if there's no end to be seen
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