I dont know why... I rarely do... why I think about things that pop up in my mind for no reason...
it was about the time I spent with Orion... dont ask me why... you probibly wont get a straight answer xp
about weeks between events that seemed so big (still seem big... just past)
5 weeks.... passed between he asked me to marry him and the date we set to get married on 4laugh I was so excited whee
4 weeks.... passed between the day were were going to get married and they day we did get married... (every saturday I had to wait for him... when he didnt come.... it was a bit confusing.. I was scared when he didnt show up when he said he would... until the day he came finally and we got married surprised )
4 weeks later he was killed....
and to think about it... those were the times that made me think more about myself... for some reason... its probibly not unknown....
why am I counting this up? gonk because Im tired, confused (as always) and was thinking of how long that short time seemed... long in a strange way... most of it wait and confusion, but other things as well that mattered alot... . STOP... alright... going to bed now... wont see me rumble tonight *yawns*
I love ya (all) g'night *kisses a random person, which isnt as random as it seems* (Trygon X3)
tell me if ya saw any sense in this thing... or just say hello or something... xd
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