I give up, life has just this funny habbit of dealing me one blow after another. This one though is the one bonefied screw up of it's time.
Coming home yesterday I was confronted with a wonderful dilema. Geisha, my little cat, has developed a problem that my mom had the pleasure of finding last night. She pee's, and not in the litter box >.< Infuriated as she is, she gave me two options. Make her an out-door cat (which I can't, it's just too dangerous with all the strays out there. If you know her you know how little she is. And don't even get me started on the cars...) or give her up.
Great!
Since I don't have the time to monitor her and break of this habbit, the second choice it is. For those of you who know me personally you know this how hard this is for me. She's like a child to me, and Monday I just have to give her up. Luckily Crown Point has a no kill shelter, and she's very cute so I know she'll find a new home fast... doesn't mean it doesn't hurt like hell.
The kincher is that I know (or at least I'm pretty damn sure) why she is that way. Enter Mogwai, my dad's dog... both my cats have been... not themselves ever since he came into the picture. Only no one thinks about giving the dog away, since he isn't the problem. The fact that my cat has beena around longer doesn't matter either. Yay for me for living with my parents I guess.
To top it off, my mom just can't leave the matter be. I've been in tears off and on since last night, and all she can do is point to another of Geisha's mishaps. I ******** KNOW! Leave me and HER alone, she'll be gone tomorrow damnit. No, she has to poke at the wound more and more. I can honestly say, right now.... I hate her. Really hate her.
So here it is in a nutshell.... And I better get going to work now, to slave through another day of the same old. I'm tired, so... I don't know how much I'll be around....
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I left Gaia. Sorry to my friends, I'll miss you. But the maturity level and the caniving backstabbing of some ppl discusts me!