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It came from somewhere beyond the farthest reaches of the world that we know, like a creature of shadow...
It came to mock us, for we are so naive that we can't comprehend it,
And truly, we are fragile and small...
I cannot hold onto the truth
As it slips right through my fingers like a picture that is made of smoke...
I don't know how I will last, because my body is so weak that I may crumble away...

Uninstall... Uninstall...
I was told that I am just a single speck of dust,
And cannot be more,
But I do not understand or grasp the true meaning...
Uninstall... Uninstall...
I no longer have a choice, but to pretend.
I am brave,
For a soldier has to be brave...
Uninstall...

Our unseen thoughts have been growing ever sharper, unbeknownst to us, deep within the subconscious.
But an inkling of what has been occuring is revealed to me as
I hear the restless monsters when I sleep...
Now my heart is empty and numb,
Save for an unrelenting impulse to destroy all things that I can see...
It is born from all of the pain, for I have lost the will to choose the day I'll crumble away...

Uninstall... Uninstall...
If there's no one who can take this burden in my place,
Then there's no choice,
But to take my simple life and...
Uninstall... Uninstall...
And it makes me want to end it all with my own hands;
Is it wrong?
Surely it's alright to want to uninstall...

Uninstall... Uninstall...
I was told that I am just a single speck of dust,
And cannot be more,
But I do not understand or grasp the true meaning...
Uninstall... Uninstall...
I no longer have a choice but to pretend...
I am brave,
For a soldier has to be brave...
Uninstall...