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as weird as this may sound, i really want to get ahold of some xanax, and possibly ritalin.
i feel like if i were to take those, all the bad thoughts might go away for once.
for now i have to rely on melatonin to get me to sleep and sometimes rhodiola rosea extract for anti-stressing.
xP
i also want some st. john's wort...yeah, its an antidepressant.
hmm...kava also sounds nice
maybe some diazepam
serotonin...yes please
(i looked the last few up, fyi)
mainly i'm just trying to say i really feel like i need to be on some sort of medication...hmm.
whatever.


nothing's gonna change the things that you said.
nothing's gonna make this right again!
please don't turn your back,
i can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
but you don't understand
Perfect - Simple Plan