am I just that insane to prove this all to you?
I guess so
maybe im insane
No just in love
Do you love me back
I'll wait it out
I dont want anyone else.
I dont think you see how for real I am anymore.
Im gonna have to try harder.
That was my final straw with him,
And i knew even then you were the one,
Ya i know I chose to run..
but what else could I do?
sit there and not know it was you.
Be held back from discovery.
No.
It took me that long to find myself.
In finding me I found you.
Now I truely have no clue,
As to what to do.
Your with her.
Im suppose to wait.
I hate patience.
it takes to long.
One night of freedom and Im singled back into this painful memory.
I've cried days in advance for this one..
You held my hand.
your lips touched mine.
the most lovers divine.
I dont want another man.
did it feel right to you?
It did to me.
Dont lie.
be honest
can you?
if your with me,
is it real,
can it be?
I can't breathe,
all my air is you.
I want nothing else.
If im with you will you just lust me or will it be love.
Do you trust me to never leave again.
Do you love me enough to be with me forever?
Do you understand me when I say I want it to work?
Do you see the fullest when I say Im madly in love with you?
Sigh
Do I even see that?
I've been asking myself if Im with you, will you be dedicated to only me?
Its easy for me to just give up on everyother man and consentrate on you.
I love you to the very ends of earth.
Am i the same for you?
am I just babbling about things I can't control?
Yes
well I dont know how to control this.
Feeling within that I have To be with only you.
I said goodbye to everyother man.
I refuse to say bye to you.
I only want you.
DONT YOU GET IT!
You yes you this is all about you!
I can't do anything more now.
Everything is on you.
Either be with her and break my heart every moment im not her.
Or be with me forever.
Its not a hard choice really.
I promise.
But its your choice
thats what makes it so tough.
If you choose me,
Am I everything you want?
Am I less?
Am I more?
can I be yours?
What a silly question is that?
Does my heart beat or is it just dying and screaming in pain.
Or maybe its telling me your name.
Either way it hurts to see you with someone else.
I have the ring.
Just bless it with every word you say.
Its perfection to my ears.
This is just depressing my ranting on here for no good reason.
Not like he's reading this.
If he is id be suprised.
Would you understand me now if I kissed you out at random and said the future is yours to decide?
I'd write you letters standing right next to you.
I'd write a book on you.
I think I have if you add all this kinda stuff up.
I'll stare at your every perfection.
And adore you in every way.
would those feelings be returned?
I wonder.
Will you leave me wondering?
Or do you love me back the same way I feel for you?
Im blinded by my own suffering.
Please dont go.
I love you so.
If I could just....sigh
Tonight,
Its all yours. just like the others.
Your my life and Im going to be waiting here till you know what your going to do.
Ranting and babbling geez i just wasted an hour on this....I should be doing HW but I needed to clear my mind.
Later......
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 Suka_love · Mon Nov 02, 2009 @ 10:57pm · 0 Comments |
