It's about 1:20am here. It's horribly boring and my allergies have made it clear that as long as the air condition is on, I'm not breathing through my nose. I remember the other day when me and inno had the really long conversation about southern boys. She said she loves her some Alanta boys, I told her I'm always for a Mississippi or Alabama boy. Accents kill me with the sweet act too. My mother's friend lives in Alabama I think, maybe it was Mississippi. I know my mom was talking about visiting there soon to see her. I have my own intentions though. Sometimes it feels like I'm outside looking in on myself. Like, not literally, but still. && I could go through about 100 personalities in a day, and still not be sure by night's coming. It's pretty sad how there's a guy and I've never ever met him before, yet I've been falling deeply for him. I do'nt know what makes me fall for a guy the way I do, it only happens every so often. Curse you gaia for setting me up in a trap, to end up in the same situation each time, half way across the world. I's only maybe 3 or 4 states away,but I think that's like dayyysssss away. When I'm older maybe I'll live down south. Not Like in that area though. Or maybe wayyyyy up north back to Pennsylvania. All of these songs are coming on that reminds me of him, and then it just reminds me of how much more farther I am from him. The way I'm not even sure if I'll even be talking to him next week. I've been getting that vibe with Kwame lately, I think he's like so fed up with not being able to see me, sort of, and then how we usta always talk, and now we barrely talk now. I seem to keep remembering Christian's idea of wanting to be remembered, Dude, CHRISTIAN IDK IF YOU NOTICED LATELY BUT I AM SO TOTALLY INTO YOU! I hate the fact that you"re so far away. Oh my lil brother, mann oh man, moOst I tell you everything? I forget you ad you get involved with my boy troubles. and aunt me, and hunn, I do'nt knoe what I could do to thank you. This is getting kinda long i well, my mind is staring to roam now. Everytime I close my eyes, his face is there. and when I finally choose to listen, I hear his incredible laugh. Oh, yo, that reminds me, Shyra's cousin, completely in looveeee! lol like boy stop calling me! No, he's way tooo awsome. but it's pretty late, and This is pretty long now, i supose. I'd kiss the stars goodnight if I could. That reminds of what else i love, the way I go, goodnight Christian, and you say sweet dreams jada .hat makes my heart completely stop. Ha, so my goodnight list for tonight? The world<3
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