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Is a life full of pain
A life full of hate
This night seem’s long
These days seem long
The time feels long
But
To me I feel nothing
My hart
My mind
My body
Turn cold
They grow anger
They feel hate
They dislike me
The one thing I have done all my life
Was slow down what I was to become
I stand I sit I lay down
Tonight I learn how I feel tonight is the night a war shall start
A world cover in hate is a world I love

The greatest moments in my life
Have all shatter in a war to save the ones I love
My mind
My voice
My belief
All wipe out in a battle to insure peace
I have given the most I could
I have given all I could
Yet I fall short this a war I cant or will not be able to win
Yet I dream
Yet I see
Yet I hold
This is how I am
This is how I have become
To give up is something I can not do or will do
Burn into my brain to never give in never give up
Since I was born I was force to see this world for what it was
My life is hell
My life is darkness
But I stand for something else
I stand to help not to bring pain but
This war has torn my very hart out
This war has made my mind snap
Now I watch as I’m powerless to do anything
The ones I love feel the pain and yet
I shun them away and for what
To make my self believe that I hold on I hold out
Just like in the revolution the us didn’t give up
I was made like that never to give never to see it hopeless I shall see this out
The out come may look ugly it may destroy my life but I cant stop faith at all
Tonight I stand tall by dawn two things may happen I might fall or I will remained standing tall as ever.