For some reason I'm kind of lonely tonight. I just want someone to talk to me...someone who knows me like the back of their hand. I'm so predictable. Those words of "time heals every wound, even one on the heart" is stuck in my head. It takes me a long time to get over a heartbreak. About a year, actually. Once I'm over someone, my heart will get shattered again. I hope I'm better tomorrow. I know I will...I always do.
I don't know why I'm typing this. I think it's because I want someone to read this...send me a pm. I may not answer, but I'll read it and wish that I had the courage to write back. On the outside I seem frozen, but inside of my eye is an inferno of flame.
It's been so long. So, so long. Everything is gone. There is no hope! It's so pitiful. My reality is what I make it. However, I have made wrong and wrong turns again and again. What am I waiting for?
Tonight I remembered. I don't know the reason why. How dare I forget.
I don't know what else to write. My mind is swamped with many thoughts...gah
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