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Sometimes I think I only use my journal to b***h anout my petty quibblings. I'm not exactly sure why I assume this is a problem. In actuality, I like it when I and other people do that. It lets me know other people in the world have some of the same issues I'm going to through.

It's strange right now... I'm not sure if I want to be know for being a particularly "funny" person or someone a little more "real" and down to earth. There's nothing wrong with being a funny person. It's just... well, It hasn't gotten me anywhere. If I was regular and tried harder earlier in my life to fit in, *shudder*, I probably wouldn't have met any of the people I know now, done the things I did, or became the person I am now. However this is a pro as much as it is a con. I don't know if I might've become more sucessful or more in shape and I never will. At time like this, I wonder if I even like the person I became.

Oddly enough, I think I'm the only person who has been told I am a complete failure as an a*****e. (totally metaphorical, I of course mean a jerk, I just didn't want to paraphrase.) A few years ago I wanted to be known more for being a complete, well, a pill. (yep, toned that one down for ya...)