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Birth
A life is so sweet
How can something so sweet become a nightmare?
How can someone pure nice and kind to other become engulf by hate?
It all starts with one thing and might end with that very thing
Death selfness and not knowing the true meaning of friends
This all would clash at one moment and time which would shape the road I walk
This would forum what has become me and everything I go by my rules my ideals my understanding
It was the combination of seeing how one could act so self’s and leave me to die
TO DIE
How can someone who says they are a friend do such thing how?
That day that moment he said sorry for leaving me I awoke I awoke to a world of darkness to hate to anger to greed
I didn’t want to see it at first I act normal but slowly I felt it all growing I felt it coming
My trust in others were shook unable to trust anyone lead me out in the open easy for the picking
This would however forum something great something strong something that could stand up to the anger and hold it at bay
My inner self was forum Blackops Kakashi was born
I taught my self to control my anger
I taught my self how to deal with the hate
I taught my self to see throw lies
To see throw them
And I did for so long I could see them but
It wasn’t enough to see throw them to tell how they were
To tell that they were always going to do the same s**t to you
At that moment in time I had only a few hand full of friends that had gain my trust
Yet I kept my hands close and let the anger grow controlling was starting to become a problem
I might have become able to do so much
Now I need a way to get ride of them and fast but yet safe
This is when I started to die only to be reborn to become something hopefully stronger hopefully better
This is when I became Diclonius Kill
A new self
A new life
I started
The start of this new life was hard and unseen able but yet I move
Only with 9 true friends I walk into this world of darkness that has grown around me
To see if I could finely end this
To see if I could find the light that is hidden in my soul
This will not be easy
This will test my mind be on all normal things
I will be push to the break of death or to the temptation to kill
To give in to this hate and anger
This would be a road to discover what I’m willing to do for peace or chaos
The event that change me forever will always be there in my mind but to allow it to infected my thinking I would not allow it to do it anymore
Now it starts
And now it ends
Now I start one fault one cause one hope one goal
Find the light and live or Fall into the darkness and die