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The world
The wind calls
The fire grows
The earth shakes
The ocean cry’s
Yet we go on
Yet we don’t listen
This world is falling and yet the human ears cant seem to hear it
Why ?
Why cant the most dominated form of life on this lovely plant not hear its cry for help
Because they chose to not to listen they chose to keep to their happy free world
They give into the darkness they feed the darkness they make the darkness hunger
People by fare are the worst enemy’s to the world
Its peoples fault that many die
Its people fault so many suffer
And yet we say … Peace
Peace cant exist with us humans
Peace cant exist if we don’t seek a way to end wars
Yet we all say peace is coming peace almost but yet you just lie to yourself
You lie to yourself for the fact you don’t want to see it you cant stand to know it
You are the one who keeps this chain going
How many of you keep your eyes close how many chose to not listen not see what so few understand.
You think life’s problems can all be solved by a flip of a switch or by your army’s
No you cant stop it or fix like that you must first understand you must first seek to find peace with out war.
War is the only out come of the absent of peace
And humans have always been at war there have never been true peace
Its just the thought only few can understand you may say that we are at peace but open your eyes open your minds
Violence is the absent of brother hood and brother hood is missing form the start of life
This world will soon come to an end but understand it wont be a peaceful one.

The road
The fire rise
The light fades
Their glow shows
A thick fog appears
The road seems long and impossible
Yet I stand looking throw the dark fog and their glow
Showing no fear showing now emotion
I slowly become as one
I slowly become nothing
The anger the hate that lays in my soul grows
This road this road of life is the hardest thing we come to face and yet…
Others don’t make it easy they make they make it hard
Yet I stand only way to control my inner demons is to understand what it wants
If it wants death I shoot
If it wants hate I yell
If it wants fear I look death in the eye
These are the things it wants and I’m willing to feed it but not fill it up
Now I’m know I stand now I make your life hell
When you don’t see it coming I plot
When you don’t hear me I take aim
When you don’t understand what I write I create
Now do you fear me?
I don’t think so you just think I’m a fool
A loser
A low life
A social reject but guess what
I don’t care
Its not only my life that hangs
Its not only your future I can change
Your just like me and you yet to see it
Your just like them and your yet to see it
We are all humans at the end
Now chose your fate care and save your self
Or hate and be destroyed by a stronger hate
The blood of life can so easily flow form once inside to ones out side
Now with this said
The fire dies
The light shines
Their glow fades
The thick fog loosen until its nothing
Now I stand with my friends the true power
My true control

The Room
The air cools
The mind fills
The answer fades
I stand in a white room
Slowly thinking
Slowly understanding
Slowly giving in
This room use to be so white use to be clean us to be full of joy
Yet the room darkness
Yet the room gets dirtier
Yet the room has lost its joy
Now I stand in a darken room
Now I stand in a smelling room
Now I stand in a anger room
This is how my life has change
Now I need to understand
Now I need to chose
Now I need to pick
Why did so much stuff happen
Why did I get the worst end
What did I do
What path was the right one
Should became like them
Should I be like them
No
I cant I have rules
I have friends
I have chosen my life before theirs
With anger hate and rage
I must fend for my self
I must chose my friends
Or this life of pain and hate
Now how can I chose now how can I care
If I lost so much in these few years
Yet my friends stand
Throw hard times they stay with me
They are the few who stay who chose to help me in this great time of need
Now I fight to clean my mind
To clean my soul
To fix this darkness that has take shelter
Now this room shall be clean.

Anger
To those I seem kind
But what they don’t see is the anger
The anger that is seal away
The hatred I have for so many
The evil that lays a sleep like a sleeping dragon
Day to day I act as if I have nothing wrong with me to hide what I feel
To hide my true self form the people I call friends.
To hide it form even my family
For I believe its for the greater good
But yet I feel so out of place
My mind is slowly braking
Slowly becoming what I have fear
Its slowly falling to madness
I’m slowly becoming this thing
The thing that only looks out for it self
I feel so lost I feel nothing at moment
Is this alright ?
Am I slowly becoming something worst the then this thing
I don’t know but yet my anger grows and my mind is losing a war
As I start to ignore my own rules
As I start to move forward the darkness in close on me and…
Yet I feel at peace in this darkness
Even do my friends are in the light I love the darkness
It calls for me
I feel so much at home yet alone
I don’t mind it but
I know I cant stay for the one I care for is in the light
Yet I cant free my self form this darkness form this anger
Form all the hate that has grown up in my life now I fight
I fight to free my self
I fight a war that I cant win on my own
Maybe its because I’m to weak
Maybe because I enjoy this feeling to much
I don’t know why but now I have to chose a life in the light or a life in the darkness abyss