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sometimes by tesla


sometimes it feels as though no one hears me, or they just dont listen. its like something in me is missin. sometimes it feels as though i have no friends. is this were the road rely ends?sometimes i want to dissapear, but that is somethin i fear. for i know someone out their is bound to care. but thats kind of unfare. sometimes my friends ignor me, and i dont know why.maybe thats why i cry.but somethings telling me "hold on theirs to much ahead" they just dont understand me, being of a different brand. im too depressed to be who they are. i wish i would get hit by a car. im sick of being betried. i need to stop this shurad. maybe they are ashamed of being my friend. none of this is a lie, god it makes me cry. they are ashamed. and if i did die. their to be blamed. i dont want to comit suicide, but these things i cry. sometimes i want to die. crying