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well i realized i had not updated my so called "journal" i was never good at these things. discussing my feelings and all. im stressed. i like a guy who likes me back. for the sake of the journal ill call him todd, ill call myself stella. so todd and stella like each other. and todd told stella that within the next two weeks hed ask her out. one of the days her best friend (lets call her aree) tells stella that todd is going to do it at lunch. very romanticaly, with a ring. like a purposel, but not for marriage, for a realtionship. but todd and his friends(orange, taco, and ron) were unaware that stella knew. so they were speeking cryptically, jeering todd. todd kept speeking cryptically as well. all along stella knew what they were speeking of.she made no comment of it. made sure they never found out. well needless to say todd chickened out. little panzi. so stella gets a bit irritated that she wasnt asked. i mean obviously she likes him. they`ve talked about it. multipul times now. so she thinks "he told me two weeks,theres still time." so she waits and everyday become more and more impatient. but still she waits. two weeks later shes still waiting, at this point shes given up any bit of hope she could possibly have. the last and final day of the two weeks is up and her friends say "just ask him out" or "let me talk to him" she tells them no, let the cards fall where they may. the day ends. she sits at home and gives up. what more can she do. apparently she doesnt mean enough to him if he lets his friends control what he does. maybe she overestimated him. maybe shes a bit parinoid. her friends keep telling her shes amazing and beautiful and that she deserves better than his dumb self. telling her its his loss. she thinks shes not these things they say beacause he didnt ask. maybe shes jumping to conclusions. or maybe "todd" is a chicken s**t who doesnt know how to treat a girl. maybe hes just completely idiotic. maybe he should make a move before she says yes to one of the two other guys that like her. who have asked her out a few times before. maybe he should see that he isnt the only person out there. and he needs to stop being an idiot and step up. just saying. >.<
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