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stare I cant do much..cause Gaia wont work except for several things..not the forums though..what the heck..you know?

meh...whatever, Chynna's here. My family went shopping. My brothers are hanging out with her. I was ganna take a nap or something, but I just woke up and I cant seem to make myself sleep. I hope Ka Zoua remembers to tell Mai lea to call me for POTC XD!

Beyond that nothing else is really happening. My days have become boredom..I clean, do homework, -shrug- I should give Brittany back FFVII I havent got to play much of it which sucks, but I cant concentrate anymore. its like AHHHHH!!! I watch a lot of movies and TV now..what the heck, im now a less active child. I think im going to gain a lot of weight. I need a job. still...I have to take my road test. I was actually thinking about it but dannng parrallel parking. I know i'll suck at that...or like...-shrug- I fear failing. I really dont want to fail...x_X I think that would ruin my pride.

So, my dear journal...the only one I can speak to...Ahhh I long for human contact..what the heck..right? Yes! I hate school...hahahahaha...it just sucks...I mean I like some of it but it will only worsen if time goes on you know? I do..because its all so stupid...its like...AHHHHHHH!!!! I dont know..things will just kill me in the long run like grades every time I know im doing bad I get insanely mad at myself. Who cares? -rant rant rant- I BLAH THEE!!! indeed....-prances around- im a piligrim! not really...wouldnt that be insane? I'd kill myself if I was one of those crazy puritains Holy man!

Beyond that ahhhh stuffs coming like thanksgiving..and x-mas. I can really care less about holidays anymore. I cant believe im going to be 16...I was watching stuff from when I was 8 yesterday. God..I was such a face...Its like AHHH!!! I would have strangled myself. HAHAHAHA!!!

Well im ganna go. I wanna show chynna her when she was a young child..and how stupid we looked. BYE!!!