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So..I went outside in the morning..just to see the snow..and find my sled. Ahahaha...Anyways...So..I went back in and mom asked me "how do you like the new walls?" because we did the thing by the backdoor. I actually like it I guess..but I didnt know why she was asking me..I said "they're nice.." Her "Yeah, I like that wood there" I laughed because all this liking of a peice of wood..it amused me..

So she said how the kitchen we were ganna redo for about..3,000 dollars..I was like "you know, why do we even do any of this if you just want to leave in the spring?" I only over heard we were leaving in spring at G-ma Junes house..I was like "what?!" and mom ignored me..

So today I said.."You know..How am I even ganna get back here?" she said "you'll have your license" I gave an appauled sarcastic laugh she said "what?" I said "Ha, how would I even get it? I dont drive enough..I suck!.." Her "You can drive to Grandpa's today" Me "In the snow? You'd flip out" Mom "yeah..you know where the best place to drive is..upnorth" Me "yeah..you didnt let me last time" Her "you will this year"

-shakes head- I make everything war...all this over a stupid wall...I cant believe my childhood will..be sold...I think mostly I dont want to leave these people behind..So many things will change..I wonder what would happen if I stayed..and I wonder what will happen now that I'll go..