Falling Apart.
Suffering like this is the worst torment I can posibley think of, Id trade my everything to get my friends back agian. It started slowley atfirst, Now the only social interaction I get comes when im holding a hand of Magic Cards in my hand. None of my "friends" really care anymore, infact when I come around they scatter. Nicks girlfriend Melina seams to dislike e with a great passion and as such dosent let Nick around me( He for some reason listens to her), Rob is awalys missing school and even when I do come usualy is in a bad mood for some reason or the other. To make matters worse no one even has the time to listen to me anymore. some people who arnt even members of " The Pack" Or what was the pack are turning away form me. Emi is never on anymore. Everytime I talk to Kelly I seam to make her mad, Hannah only talks to me when I talk first. And these people are suposed to be my friends. Im drowing and Im all alone. I used to think I didnt need people, that I could swager though life as a lone wolf. But now I see that I cant. I cant lose my family..though it seams im faced with no alternitive. Emi, Kelly, Hannah, Nick,rob and Meaghan espicaly were my family. Now im loseing everything I dared care about. If there is a light at the end of this tunnel. I cant see it.
Suffering like this is the worst torment I can posibley think of, Id trade my everything to get my friends back agian. It started slowley atfirst, Now the only social interaction I get comes when im holding a hand of Magic Cards in my hand. None of my "friends" really care anymore, infact when I come around they scatter. Nicks girlfriend Melina seams to dislike e with a great passion and as such dosent let Nick around me( He for some reason listens to her), Rob is awalys missing school and even when I do come usualy is in a bad mood for some reason or the other. To make matters worse no one even has the time to listen to me anymore. some people who arnt even members of " The Pack" Or what was the pack are turning away form me. Emi is never on anymore. Everytime I talk to Kelly I seam to make her mad, Hannah only talks to me when I talk first. And these people are suposed to be my friends. Im drowing and Im all alone. I used to think I didnt need people, that I could swager though life as a lone wolf. But now I see that I cant. I cant lose my family..though it seams im faced with no alternitive. Emi, Kelly, Hannah, Nick,rob and Meaghan espicaly were my family. Now im loseing everything I dared care about. If there is a light at the end of this tunnel. I cant see it.
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This can be a good thing too, things will get better, I am sure of it! But for now, just relax...let it happen...You're a lone wolf, not needing anyone...given space and time to think for yourself, look at your life from your own perspective, take things your way, and soon get back up again, and back on your feet afterwards, like a break.
Don't let it get you down, you still have me, at least! A small consolation, but hey! It's something!
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