I supose hat lately Ive been feeling alittle ambitious towads my own relationship. Jenna is gone alot due to school and her excesive hours. I pray for a time that prehaps the hours dont mattter because its next to me that her every night is spent. Along this same idea (moveing in together and spending my life in bliss) I had a wonderful idea for a fasting (as in hand fasting a wiccan thing) bands to instead of getting rings for our fingers like most couples. I think getting a set of arm bands (upper arm band like rings) for our wedding band. Not a plain band of corse...more like a semi intracate swirl or a woven celtic work on one part of the band. The only problem is I dont know where to get anything like that. It seams lately like Im not going to see jenna for awile. What with tim hortons stealing her for night and school during the day. Atleast im granted one day..halloween. On this day together we may sleep and dream..ok Ill dream and shell leach my heat. However I neaver really mind heart . She let me drive the other day XD. it was only 15 feet...of corse it still excited me. Without even knowing how to drive I managed a trick to scare her..at the roads edge I pressed the break and then the gass lightly to make the car lurch. The look was priceless. Then when I went to tell mom of my excitement of corse thats when it all went down. See for the last little wile shes been at my throut for her own reason..stress mostaly I guess...but if I breath the wrong way...I get shot at. Trust me...its not plesent. Either way atleast jenna is around to make it better. However and unfortantly Im not that good at containing myself...espicaly at school. Some kids were launching tacks at me oday with elastic bands...mostaly I tried to ingore it. But then one hit me in the back..drew alittle blood too. My vision ofcorse faded alittle as I grabed it and set it on the table..then grabed the guy by the back of the head and threatend to end it all right there. I gotta get better hold of myself..espicaly considering I neaver want Jenna to have to deal with my problems like that. My computer still isnt fixed..IM stuck hacking the school computer everytime I get a minut to access Gaia. This is ok for now But I wish mom would hurry up and try to get a new computer. Or when I get mine it will be stolen by Ernie constantly. Im trying to get a job to get a lap top..mostaly for writting. though I'll neaver admit it to jenna I actualy like the idea of getting a Mac....*sighs* Id neaver live it down. speaking of liveing..theres a girl I want to get a life. her name is Kassy...sometimes I feel if she could graft herself to me then shed be happy...however as Ive stated..IM fully and totoaly inlove with Jenna. Kassy though dosent give up. My friends see it too. Jessie, Ryan, Kerie, Brea....They all see her trying to be my shadow. Its....bothersom. Anyway...I guess Ive ranted quite enough for one day.
May the stars watch over you
And peace live in your heart.
Rekin V. Wolfblade
May the stars watch over you
And peace live in your heart.
Rekin V. Wolfblade
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i'm so proud of you. you know so much about computers while i'm so .. not smart when it comes to that!
when someone is in love with you and you have no feelings for them it is hard to deal with .. i don't have any good advice on that subject ..
what are you writing these days? i still have our story .. it's still unfinished