Well... I don't know why, but I felt this topic should be out in the open... The question at this time is... Do I believe in love? Well... I'm not sure how to answer that. By experience, I've never really been in love nor have I been in a relationship.. I've been scarred for life with my family's relationships that I'm afraid of what'll happen when I get into one..
I thought I was getting into one with this one girl, but things didn't turn out well.. After that, I just haven't been looking for anyone special anymore. I can't see myself out in clubs looking for someone when mostly it's all about lust. People say there's always someone out there for them... But I think she's found a guy with a bigger ding dong..
Love don't exist in my family, unless it's for each other... and don't get the idea that I'm thinkin' of shaggin' my cousin, you pervs.. xp
If anything... I would love to have someone special who I would do anything for. But sadly... I guess I'm just afraid to look anymore.. I'm just glad that in ten years, when I'm 40, I won't be a virgin.. but that's even more of a let down. Oh well.. If love exists.. it hates me... or I just don't know what it means anymore...
G-Angel Izzy Community Member 
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