|
Sometimes it's never enough... |
|
|
|
|
|
|
...I couldn't do anything. I failed my student, and I put Naomi in danger, even. I should not have let that man go anywhere near them. Now Naomi's in even greater danger, Light went to find Noah, and for all I know, they may never come back.
I was trained to succeed. I was trained to kill or be killed. And as I can see, I'm still alive. It's been 417 long years, and I've worked hard to get where I am now. I really was awful back then--so many years ago, even.
I suffered a great deal, popping those stitches after having just done them--never a good idea. Kieran's a great man, and I hope to see him soon. I hope to see everyone soon. Roan had promised to visit me at least once while he had the chance. I don't know when or where or how, though. It'd be good to see him again...
It seems even when I try my hardest for those around me, sometimes it's never enough. But I did what I can, and I simply have to accept my losses and make up for them as much as I possibly can. I have to remember that I'm not Wonder Woman. I wish Naomi would realize that as well. I worry that if she keeps taking on people's injuries--it'll be bad enough to kill her, and that would not go over well for any of us.
I met a man, though, I'm not even sure where he came from. He helped me when I had woken up. The last thing I had remembered was the stranger hitting me. The other man was nice, though--I hope he is welcome once this is all over with. I'm almost finished with my stitches, but I've paused to recover as much as I can. I promised Light I'd check on Naomi and assist her in any way that I can. Blood, energy, support, death, whatever it is, I owe it to her for allowing me to stay here.
The Guild is slowly repairing itself, I called upon my Astral energy. Cancer's moon is slowly restoring the Guild and protecting it at the same time. I need to keep the place safe in the event of another attack. In the mean time, I need some rest...
 Aizen Teresaga · Wed Nov 19, 2008 @ 02:41am · 0 Comments |
|
|
|
|
|
