She saved me
A life trapped in a cold cell.
My life feeling it's rotting in Hell.
Through this world I can not find peace.
the wickedness tearing at me, piece by piece.
My shallow mind consumed by my own selfish desire,
My soul hurts so much it feels it's on fire.
I have been corrupted by these wicked men,
i have even fallen in love with my sin.
I am so empty,
I am so lonely.
Now my back is against the wall,
And I just want to end it all.
I felt there was nothing left for me.
Death was surely the only thing i could see
Oh emptiness so sublime,
I felt it was finally my time.
Day by day I share my emptiness with no one,
But I still hated being alone,
And yet I loved my loneliness not being shown.
I was going to sever this life away.
I had that desire everyday.
Sometimes I don't want to carry out my desire.
Saying I don't want to, is me being a liar.
Than I found someone, a friend.
Something I have never had before.
The feeling of her I wanted again.
She helps me remember,
Why from this world I want to be delivered
She alone keeps me alive even if she doesn't know .
Do I hate her for taking my plans, no.
Why I am still here, before I wasn't sure.
She taught me a word to live by, future.
She wont know she saved me.
I just hope one day she will see.
If not for her, my soul would be on God's shelf,
But she saved me, saved me from myself.
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