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I'm in one of the worst moods possible.
Everyone keeps ******** yelling at me, like I'm doing something wrong!
I'M NOT!
Me and my dad, got pissy at eachother, my mom is just completely stressed, my brother is acting all d**k-ish, my sister is being a b***h, AND EACH ONE OF THEM IS FINDING WAYS FOR ME TO NOT GO TO RYAN'S HOUSE.

UGH.

I want out of this hell hole so badly right now.

And then, on top of all this s**t, memories of last year came back.
ALL ABOUT IGGY.

I was just-- EEEERGH.

And, you know what?
I hope you see this Iggy.
'Cause I'm tired of holding all this in.

I DESPISE YOU.
I thought you were my best friend.
You were my Itachi in our school Akatsuki.
I looked up to you.
I ******** GAVE YOU THE KIRARA NECKLACE I GOT FROM GREGG.
And what do you do?
YOU ******** WITH MY MIND.
You made me HATE myself, and then you go and blame it on me!
I know the ******** truth about you.
You hate me.
And I just... can't hate you.
I despise you, and I wish we never shared any memories with eachother.
Remember that Naruto Guild we were in?
THE ONLY REASON YOU WERE IN IT WAS BECAUSE OF ME.
THE ONLY REASON YOU HAVE A GAIA IS BECAUSE OF ME.
AND THE ONLY ******** REASON YOU ACT ALL HIGH-AND-MIGHTY NOW IS BECAUSE I LET YOU STEP ALL OVER ME.

Well, this is where its all back.
******** you.
******** your brother, who sat there talking about me in his journal (Yeah, I ******** read them).
******** your family who hates me, when they don't know one ******** thing about me.

Everyone at school still looks up to you.
And I have enough respect to not even tell them the s**t you've done to me.
So, this is it.
This is goodbye.
Don't go bitching to any of the friends we happen to share.
Because you did this to me.
And what goes around ******** comes around.