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Well that pretty much sums up how much I've been hurt by someone I thought was my best friend. I've always loved her after I've met her for the first time. It really was love at first sight. She was awesome, cool, and everything I, myself lacked. It was like liquid lighting when she looked at me, both painful and lovely. I still love her very much so, but I can't bear to be around her because it hurts too much. You're proably wondering what happened to cause this, and I'm getting to that. Someone thought she said, "I think that ___ is in love with me." I spend the rest of that day thinking about that and dreaming that I might have a chance with her after all. The next day I ask her about what she said and she asks who told me that and thats a load of B.S. I don't say who it is that told me and she tells me who that statement was originally intended for. I don't think she knows or cares how much she hurt me.