That's just the way it is...
I'm slowly getting over her, but it'll take a while yet. It always seems like I'm posting about her, but I can't help myself, I have to get it out. Otherwise I would just sit on it and go into a depression about it and I quite honestly cannot afford that to happen because I just climbed out of a rut where I was depressed for a few weeks and I really can't let that happen again so soon. I'll just have to remember to myself that she's uterly out of my league and therefore she's going to have to remain at a distance and untouchable. She's incredibly awesome, in fact one of the coolest people I know but she's got just too many problems for me to wade through just to hang out with her. As much as I love her I've got to stay away.
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