Late at night, listening to Marilyn Manson, doing absolutely nothing constructive with my time. There are days I wonder what it would be like to have some awesome company on these late night trail offs of nothing. I guess what I really want more in my life is the freedom to have that company. My one last wish, to live with out a care, with the people I love. I can't wait until I'm 18... I can't wait until I get out of this place, and to live a life of happiness, and successful bliss. Most of all.. I can't wait until that first night where I have that feeling of never ending warmth from the company of my beloved. ^ ^ Last night with CJ was probably the best night of my life. I can't wait to have every night like that.