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what am i going to do?
do i believe every word you say?
or do i...
leave?
i'm tired of crying!
you got mad at the people who made me cry...
so why don't you stop making me cry as well?
am i just so stupid...
to miss the chance to be with someone i like
to be with you...
you; the person who's hurt me so many times...
that might as well be killing me now...
i've lost my friends to give you yet another chance...
but have u skrewwed up agian?
have u failed me, the one person who would die for you?
tears now burn my checks as always
they seem to never stop these days
why?
i can't give up now...
you know i can't give up
you said i was loyal and all that other crap that made me stupid
but hey...
you said thatz why u loved me...
now just show u love me...
don't just say it...
show me...
no words..
just you taking action and stoping my tears
and my trembling...and stop the blade from tearing into my skin...
stop my death..
tell them the truth...
make it the truth
do something
at the very least
just leave me instead of making me suffer
please?
i'm tired of crying...
i just need you to finally tell me the truth
no more lies...
i'm tired of your lies
everyone is
everybody is tired of me never giving up in you
soo yeah
make everybody happy
and show us that you've changed
that u no longer lie to the ones that care
please...
because if you don't..
i'll be gone...
gone forever...