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A borkin herat


I see my love neo is in pane and I cant do nothing obautid and well I feol that I'm yousles and I dont want her end in deporeshin so. This is what I have to say. I undorstand her I know what shes going thuw and I want her to know that shes not alon I'm with her and I love her with all my herat and I want to be with you.

Baby i undorstand how you feol I do and I was in feripey and I had to ley to get out of it. Yes you can say I'm still iel but I know this you dont have to go to them you dont. I had to ley and to get out I had to act like if I was ok with everthing oraund me but it was int I'm still sad but with you by my saed I dont have to. The theripey dosint work belive me ther jost going to say ya you ar not ok with your self and you have to take this and this moche befro and aftro you go to bed. Thos things never workt and I gat more and more sadorevery day and night. I did not eat or sleep too and well you dont need that. Look babdy your ok to me but if you think you need this then ok I wont stop you but lisin to me you will got more sad you will be unhappy you will want to kill your self and I dont want that to hapind to you.

I lost my Xs girlfriend becaous of suosaed and I dont want to loss you. I did save her but in the end she killd her self. Sad turely sad for me and her I did not recaver that fast. It toke 3yers for me to love agen but well you know people dont love fat guys. But too bad for them becaous I'm with you and I do things for you and you only.

Wen my casin died I did not cry the medisin didnt let me cry the deporeshin was to moche for me. My cosinde died in the houspitol for intornol ingores and he died in the 3 week in the 3 day at 2:49 A.M.
I did not cry for him wen he was in the houspitol not wen he died not even wen thay tornd him in to ash. I cryd Wen he was in my doremms and I cryd becaous he died in my arms and he wantid to go to the restroom thats wend I cryd and now that hes go I cant see him and tell him that he was more then a cosien to me he was my blood my borather to me. And he will never know that even if he mayd me mad thows time I still forgive him becaous he was there for me not like my mather or both of my dads.Cesor and Lusedo ar havf borathes and thay dont like me like my cosine Migelangel. He was well he is my borather my blood and yes his name is Migelangel Navaro. He was tthe best no he is the best.

Thats why baby Ange, Angila I dont want you to go with thos people ok I love you and I know how you feol your not alon I;m her with you by your saed holdin your hand kissing you huging you loveing you being with you. I just do want you to go from me from us I love what we have pless baby spek to me pless spek. I'm her for you your friends ar her for you too. So pless pless pless baby tell me whats worang with you look I did not have someneo to help me but you have me now so us me hit me slap me do something but dont be sad ok I dont want to see you like this ok my love. Pless undorstand your not alon on this I am here I am.

Man I feal so youslel and I dont know what to do to help you but if you need something tell me I'll see if I can ok baby.
Well I have to go I'll see you in school ok ange see you sooon by my love.


And I love you ^.^