well been a while since i wrote in this here journal
his name is sparky btw
well friday was birthday
turned 15
i felt so good at school
people were giving me cards
thank you stacy urs was the funniest
anyways people were nice to me
then track practice was a whole mess of fun
2 warm ups
then comfortable 400 speed
do 1 then rest
do that 4 times
i kind of sprinted all four
but it felt great
saw Lee drive down lincoln and i waved at him
Lee is my hero
later i was going to have a bday party
i invited ang blake brinson east and kevin to come to nicks
east called me and told me he couldnt come
and kevin was leaving for the soccer tourney in nashville
marked them off
i went to nicks to have mee family party first and get some awesome presents
i got a huge iPod dock station, $45 cash, $20 target g card, and my Umpire shirt(finally)
it was 720 when we got finished
i though that they mite be late so i waited till 800
.....
they never showed
i tried calling all of them
no one answered
so i sat in the car for like 10 minutes just thinking
afterwards me and my dad went to Coconuts
i bought Skullcandy Headphones(black), and awesome iPod nano case, and Star wars Battlefront 2 (my favorite of all the star wars games)
we went home and i just stood outside in the middle of the street andwhile it was pouring rain
i mean like torential
i felt like one of those raindrops
one minute ur floating up in the clouds having some fun
the next ur falling down towards the ground
then u think and ur having fun falling
but then
*BAM*
u hit the ground and all the fun and hope is gone
sunday is today
its youth night
i have no one to trust
no one i can turn my back on without the knife in one hand behind their back and a gift in the front hand
they are trying to become better people
but they are letting themselves down
when they going one place they act like they are supposed to
and then they leave and u see the true side of them
back to the roots of trees
i just need to get through the school year
get to high school
and ill sit at the lunch table
.....alone
and ill feel happy because then i shall of knife gifters
no one in this likes people for who they are
they never respect that person's true feelings
if ur not listening to the rite music then they dont like u
i dont care what they say
i live by a quote by Santana
" Listen to music that makes you feel, not what's popular"
so that's the end of this journal entry
i shall close Sparky until next time
Hardcore Mastermind Community Member 
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