Is it wrong that I dream of her?
Every night?
She haunts me… But in a good way, you know?
My head is always filled with a thought of her.
It’s impossible to divert.
I just think of the Anjel she is…
And I get goose bumps.
Those bumps on my neck, my arms, my back, remind me of how much I like her.
And I hope she likes me back.
It started with a dance. Simple ballroom.
It’s as if something…. Clicked. In my heart.
At the time, I couldn’t explain it.
I just felt a jump, but I didn’t know it was my beating heart.
Every time I see her, I want to yell out how much I like her…
But something holds me back. My conscience? No.
Even my conscience knows she’s perfect for me.
Maybe it’s my own head, saying “No, she can’t possibly like someone as you….”
And then I think it’s right….. But at the same time it’s that opposition that drives me towards her.
I don’t know everything God holds for me in the future…
But I think she’s there.
Meus Anjelus
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