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I found out today that my ex had been cheating on me while we where together. What a swift kick in the ******** nuts. The knife burried deep still within my heart is bleeding. Now cold and distant again, I seek new guidance. I see new hope. With a woman that is very kind hearted. With a woman that had her own baggage to reclaim and understand. When the time comes to be together, I will embrace it. But not untill I truly know I can be with her... Not marriage, just more then friends, less then lovers. I hope she will hold me tonight. Thats all I really want.