I have a sister.
Her name is Jordon. We aren't really related. But we are close enough. She's beautiful. I love her with all my heart. I would die for her. I would kill the world for her. I would bring the world back to life for her and take the punishment of killing it. But she is also stubborn.
"Oh My God!! I can not wait for tonight!! we are gonna have so much fun."
She blinked at me. "...Tonight?"
I stopped. "Tonight? You were going to go to my appointment with me? To help me through?"
"I can't go, I have cheerleading practise."
"What? God, Jordon!" I put my head down then looked back up at her. "I asked you to tell me whether or not you could go before today! I don't think I can find someone else to go!"
She turned on me and raised her voice. "I told you on Friday AND Saturday."
"NO you didn't Jordon! " I covered my face with my hands. I had to have someone there with me. I had to. I couldn't do this alone. And now she's mad at me. Oh God. I couldn't do this!! "God Jordon!"
I ran off crying. I couldn't do it. Next hour she saw me crying. She thought nothing of it. She looked at me like I was a freak of Nature.
Oh god I can't do it.
She won't speak to me. She won't even look at me. i think it's because she is just too stubborn to say she's sorry for snapping at me. She didn't tell me. She didn't. I know, I would have remembered. And she forgets things all the time... she always has... And maybe I was wrong. Maybe. But it's not like she would even give me the the chance to say sorry.
I have had a sister. I love loved her with all my heart.
Oh god..
Her name is Jordon. We aren't really related. But we are close enough. She's beautiful. I love her with all my heart. I would die for her. I would kill the world for her. I would bring the world back to life for her and take the punishment of killing it. But she is also stubborn.
"Oh My God!! I can not wait for tonight!! we are gonna have so much fun."
She blinked at me. "...Tonight?"
I stopped. "Tonight? You were going to go to my appointment with me? To help me through?"
"I can't go, I have cheerleading practise."
"What? God, Jordon!" I put my head down then looked back up at her. "I asked you to tell me whether or not you could go before today! I don't think I can find someone else to go!"
She turned on me and raised her voice. "I told you on Friday AND Saturday."
"NO you didn't Jordon! " I covered my face with my hands. I had to have someone there with me. I had to. I couldn't do this alone. And now she's mad at me. Oh God. I couldn't do this!! "God Jordon!"
I ran off crying. I couldn't do it. Next hour she saw me crying. She thought nothing of it. She looked at me like I was a freak of Nature.
Oh god I can't do it.
She won't speak to me. She won't even look at me. i think it's because she is just too stubborn to say she's sorry for snapping at me. She didn't tell me. She didn't. I know, I would have remembered. And she forgets things all the time... she always has... And maybe I was wrong. Maybe. But it's not like she would even give me the the chance to say sorry.
I have had a sister. I love loved her with all my heart.
Oh god..
